Day 33: I need someone to shake me!

I can't wiggle out of this funk! I feel drained of energy, ambition, and plain old enthusiasm for life. I've had a few blows lately, and I realize that can take a toll on a person, but this is not like me. I can usually shake the blues and focus on the positive. But, I'm struggling this last week or so. I can't seem to see any of that positive...I'm a big ol' Debbie Downer! My brain knows that if you want things to change, you can't just hope it will. You have to make it happen. I KNOW this, but why does it seem so hard? It's so much easier to put my pjs on and lounge on the couch with a Top Chef marathon. Ugh. I think it's time to kick my own butt. I have got to get my sunny disposition back, I'm pretty sure I'm putting off the people that I care about with all my doom and gloom. And, they're the ones getting me through, so for them AND for me, I'm going to shelve the sad and zero in on the good. Starting tomorrow.