I believe age is just a number, that it's all in how you feel, but as I enter the last year of my twenties, I can't help but realize this isn't where I imagined I'd be. I vow to use this next year to take chances, try the things I've hesitated to before and ultimately accept the life I've achieved as I hit the big 3-0, knowing I haven't held back. Wanna come? Let's see what the next 365 brings...
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Day 23: The need to please...
Why do I have this incessant need to please people? It comes from deep within, this dread that I might let someone down. I think it's a good trait to have, but to a degree. I mean, I want to give the people I love my absolute best. But sometimes I go a little overboard, dipping a little bit too much into my budget and overextending my time. I can't seem to help it! I feel like I even get a little bit of a high from being the person who always comes through, which is not the botton line of why I do what I do. This is something I plan to work on, bit by bit. I don't always have to take the reins and if I can't do something, I can't do something. This already feels like it's going to be hard to do...but I'm ready to try. This does not mean I won't bring the taco dip...
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