Day 276 - 280: A Producing Blur

It's been awhile since I stepped into the producing chair, and whoa, this week has been a blur of news. I'm officially exhausted and once again questioning my career choice more than ever. Morning news can sometimes be sleepy, but when it picks up the pace, it's CRAZY! And, this week has been one crazy day after another. I've left work late everyday, only working out twice this week and struggling with sleep every night. I'm so ready for this weekend! Only to turn around and do it all again next week...I hope I'm just out of practice and it gets a little easier. But there's a spark I'm missing, one that once came alive as I started to put a show together and was fueled as I watched it all unfold how I'd planned. Now it just seems like a frantic race against the clock to finish 2 hours of show...and I can't ever take the time to actually enjoy what I'm doing. This scares me a bit...and makes me realize I have a lot to think about.