So I'm about 3 weeks into my "actual" job and I'm torn between loving it and hating it. I have to admit, I sort of love having the control, the authority to say "I want it this way." But, I'm not so great at using it! I don't know HOW to be authoritative...because ultimately, I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. It's a bit of a conundrum I'll have to work on.
Still, I love the part of coordinating, of scheduling interviews and appointments, of my phone ringing all the time and feeling like I'm in demand. I may complain about it, but I secretly love it. I get a high over being the one in the know, the one who's got her hands on the reins and running the show. However, as this fuels my fire for the job, I suddenly know I don't want to stop at this local morning show. I want bigger and crazier and more involved. I want to dive into a larger product and see my mark on it. But, small steps, right? I'll just keep my nose to the ground, do what I can here and keep my eye on the bigger prize...
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