Day 91: I'm on cloud nine...

I think I'm dating someone. I don't want to write too much about it, for fear he might read it and I would be crazy embarrassed... but, I sort of feel like I'm living outside my body. I haven't dated all that much, and when I have it's always felt like I'm fighting to hang onto their attention. I'm constantly reading into everything they say to me, and trying to respond in ways that's not too much too soon, but show I'm interested. It's exhausting. But suddenly, it feels like someone wants my attention, enjoys spending time with me and isn't afraid to show that. It's never really happened before and I don't know quite what to do or how to respond. I just know that I like it. It makes me feel special and I don't want it to end yet. I'm going to try to keep my crazy brain out of it and just go with it. Here's to enjoying the moment!