Day 103: Ants in my pants!

Do you ever feel like you're going to crawl out of your skin?? It's usually after I've been in the house all weekend or stuck in the car for hours... I start to feel claustrophobic, like the walls are closing in and I just need something to do! But, I don't know why I got so antsy today. I'm just back from a weekend in New York, I spent the day at work, then running errands and have only really been home for about 2 hours. But I have this itchy feeling like I want to go out and just start sprinting or something. I have been a little lax in the exercise department, not getting in as long or as many sessions as I'd like each week, maybe it's pent up energy? Or do I want to go deeper and think I'm restless in life? I feel like I'm always complaining about that, but I feel like I'm in this awful holding pattern. I'm doing the same thing every day, with let's be honest, quite a lack of passion. I know I don't want to stay in Lancaster, but where on earth do I want to go next? My goal of working and living in NYC by the time I turned 30 is not only running out of time, but may have changed a bit now... Maybe I just need to relax, get off the damn schedule and see where life takes me next. Just hurry up already.